EXTRA TIME ON OUR HANDS: HOW ABOUT ANOTHER FOSTER BABY?

Since our adoption process for Ryan is in a holding pattern until February 2016, we have some extra time on our hands because there is no paperwork to keep us busy.  Andrew is laughing- he isn't really feeling the extra time!  He thinks we still seem busy even without paperwork to do. 

On 10-9-15, we said good-bye to Baby M when she went to her forever family.  

Two days ago, we got a call for another foster baby- this time a boy.  That is an unusually quick turn-around.  The past few years, we've had about 6-9 between placements.  

I am set to pick up Baby Zeb (our nickname for him, not his real name) tomorrow.  

Excited but also nervous- it's a big responsibility caring for a little newborn.  I always pray the Lord will watch over these little ones and help them get a good start while they are in our home.

Thank you Lord for keeping me busy- less time to fret about not being able to bring Ryan home as soon as we hoped for.

And as always, praying for continued protection over Ryan- that he would stay happy and healthy in his baby home.

NEED TO SAY THANK YOU!

I can't remember if I have mentioned this before in the blog.  If this is a repeat post, forgive me but if so, it is worth talking about twice!

Earlier this summer, we noticed the funds raised towards Ryan's adoption through Reece's Rainbow had jumped to the amount of $6200.  We were surprised and amazed!

We contacted Michelle at Reece's Rainbow to see if we could get the names of the donors so that we could thank them.  She told us this money was the result of an annual fundraiser that happens in Texas.  This organization holds a benefit concert to raise money for 4 or 5 families adopting through Reece's Rainbow.  We were given the name of the benefit organizer and have sent her an email thank you.  

I don't know when the fundraiser was held exactly, but isn't it amazing how God can work on so many fronts at one time?  Probably the same time we were making a decision to adopt Ryan, the Lord was working in the lives of these people organizing this fundraiser to help provide for Ryan.  What a miracle and testimony to God's provision and care for us.

So thank you God for watching over Ryan and also thank you to the wonderful Texans with generous and loving hearts toward these beautiful children found on Reece's Rainbow.  You are God's angels here on earth!

NOT WHAT WE WANTED TO HEAR...

We wanted to hear a "YES!"

We are grateful we didn't hear a "NO."

What we heard was a "WAIT."

Ryan's government decided they will make us wait until my 5 year cancer mark of 2-25-16 to make our match official.  So any court date will not be applied for until after that date.  That means for now, our dossier is on hold.  Cathy at Open Door is anticipating a summer travel date for us.

In the scope of forever with a family, these 4 months will just be a small blip in our life with Ryan, but right now they feel like eternity.  We are heartbroken that Ryan has to wait even longer for his mom and dad to come for him.

We got the news last Friday.  It wasn't entirely unexpected, but it was still hard to hear.  

I am working through trying to trust in the Lord's timing and providence for this precious little boy.

My anger at cancer came back when I heard the news- just another thing it has affected in my life.  

This isn't the most uplifting post.  I trust with the Lord's help and through prayer, I will get there, but right now I am still just processing through my disappointment and frustration with this setback in the process.

The reassuring news is that the government has promised to keep Ryan in the baby home and not transfer him out.  Praise the Lord for that.  A fellow adoptive mom who visited Ryan's home says it is a nice place with good care.  I will cling to that as we wait these extra months.

God told us to try and adopt Ryan.  That is what we have done.  The door hasn't closed completely on us so we will continue to move forward and WAIT.