in the blink of an eye,

you grew up

Dear Lydia,

I think for these past few weeks, I've been holding my emotions back and being in denial about what your graduation means to me.

But this morning, the floodgates opened.

Your graduation is much different even than Abigail's or Stephen's.  When each of them graduated, I had the reassurance that there were still more of you at home yet.  I wasn't done. 

I know I still will have the little boys at home (forever probably J), but in terms of our "first family", you graduating marks the end of that era.

You three older kids have been my life's work for the past 23 years.  And now you are the last of that group to move on to the next season of life where I no longer will be able to parent you up close and personal.  You will now have 2 places where you live, and your heart will start to belong to more than just this home.  You will have many more people influence your life than just Dad and I.  You will make big life decisions on your own.  We will always be here to guide and advise, but it will be up to you whether you ask for or accept our help.  

This morning, despite my tears, I was filled with such gratitude and thankfulness to the Lord that He allowed me to stay at home and care for all of you for all these years.  It has been such a privilege, joy, and incredible opportunity to watch over all your growing up moments.  I have just loved this season of life . 

I know that great and incredible experiences are ahead of me as I parent during this new season of life, but right now I am just a little sad because I have to say goodbye to one of the best times of my life- being a parent to you, Abigail, and Stephen as you went from newborns to high school graduates.  

Thank you for all the joy you have brought me over the years.  

You are amazing Lydia Grace!  We love you so much!  May you experience the blessings of God in your new adventures in life.

And now, two of my favorite photos of you and Dad and I.